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Sara - Losing a loved one to suicide



Sara and Kerry met as students at Bates College in 2001. They were together for eight years, and planned to get married in August 2010. Last June, just two months before the wedding, Kerry committed suicide using a gun he purchased legally that same day. He was 27 years old. This was a complete surprise to everyone who knew him, and obviously devastating.


At the time, both Sara and Kerry were in graduate school in the Northwest: Sara was in Seattle, Washington, getting a Ph.D. in Molecular Biology, and Kerry was in Eugene, Oregon attending law school and pursuing a concurrent masters degree in conflict and dispute resolution. They completed their studies late last spring, full of energy, ambition and promise, and were planning to move back east before the wedding, for their careers and to be closer to Sara’s family in Maine. For Kerry, the move never happened.


Kerry had been plagued by chronic pain in his arms, back, and legs for over a year. As a student, he did not have cohesive medical care, which meant he saw multiple providers and had to tell his story over and over again. The cause of Kerry’s pain was never determined. None of his physicians had followed him over time, and none knew him well as a result. Kerry was not one to complain about pain, and indeed, until he developed these debilitating conditions, he had been an athlete in excellent physical health. At times, given the lack of a clear diagnosis, he felt that the legitimacy of his pain was called into question. Ultimately, he was left with a sense of desperation and hopelessness.


Suicide is a major public health problem. According to 2007 data, it is the 11th leading cause of death overall and 4th leading cause of death for adults 18 to 65 in the United States. Everyday, approximately 90 Americans commit suicide.


What can be done to prevent suicides like Kerry’s? Recently, Sara and Kerry’s father, Dr. Mike Lewiecki, addressed this issue in an article, “Time to Reconsider,” published last month in The Journal of the American Medical Association.


Here, Sara (who is now a post-doctoral fellow in molecular biology at Massachusetts General Hospital) speaks openly about her experience of Kerry’s suicide, and about trying to move forward in the face of such a tragic loss.


Originally published on WBUR Commonhealth Blog, April 28, 2011


Resources:


For information about suicide, visit


http://www.mayoclinic.com/health/suicide/DS01062


http://www.cdc.gov/ViolencePrevention/suicide/


To learn more about suicide prevention and treatments after suicide attempts, visit


http://www.afsp.org/preventing-suicide/treatment


For support after someone you know died by suicide, visit


http://www.supportaftersuicide.org.au/what-to-do/information-for-friends-and-family


1-800-273- 8255 is the 24-hour National Suicide Prevention Lifeline in the United States that is ready to answer calls from anyone in a suicidal or emotional crisis and provide counseling and referrals. For this service in Spanish, call 1-888-628-9454.


http://www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org/





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